7 january 2013

today,
7 JANUARY 2013 is my first paper..
it is the first paper for the very last final exam as a degree student..
saja nak batak..mcm tak pernah sit exam..
bukan ape..
semester akhir la katakan...
excited terlebih sebab tak larat nak study dah..
cehhh..
padahal pulun study 2 3 hari before exam..
mcm pulun satu semester je shizuka ni...
eh,
tak lupa cik abg pon ada paper esok..
so,tomorrow evening i will be sitting for STRATEGIC MANAGEMENT paper..
n he sociology paper..err..i think so..
so,
do pray for both of us..n also my friends...
chaiyok3! gambate! man jadda wajada!

p/s: 2:44am, 7/1/13

For You...

                 "Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You"

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

since when??

since when aku jadi pemarah ni??
since when aku ni pendendam?

i am sorry to someone yg always kena marah..
maybe aku seorang yg pendam semua dalam hati..
tapi bila sekali nk keluar,someone ni la yg always jd mangsa...
hate myself bcs being such a stupid person..
yg tak pikir panjang..yg ikot sesedap bahasa je..
yg tak pikir perasaan org lain..yg ego..yg yg yg mazmumah yg ada dlm diri ni...


my personality change as i'm with that 'someone'..
is it bcs i'm too comfortable with that 'someone'?
and maybe ditambah plk dgn ego yg tggi mengalahkan bukit broga..
so,aku pon sesuka hati melepaskan amarah pada dia...


yg menambahkan kemengongan diri bila..
tgh mintak maaf to that 'someone',aku tiba2 nak angin plk..
langsung tak boleh control emosi...
arggghhhh...


bak kate org...
terlajak perahu boleh berundur,terlajak bahasa binasa..
padan la dgn muka aku...

so,to that someone..

i beg you for a forgiveness...

i'm really100x sorry....

if i can turn back time,i promise this wont be happen...

Cebisan Kenangan

assalamualaikum....
i'm back !
entry kali ni menyentuh hati,naluri dan prasaan shizuka...
mmg tgh mood sentimental..
why?
bcs shizuka dah akhir semester and mggu ni is the last week!!
sejujurnye, yes i'm happy sbb dh nak habis study dah..hoho
tapi shizuka mesti akan rindu suasana time blajar ni..
dah berbelas tahun kot hidup sbg student..dari tabika sampai lani...
seriously, shizuka sedih sgt bila mengimbau all the memories dgn kwn2..
lepas habis belajar, dah grad, dah kerja,dah kahwin..
dpt ke jmpe selalu dgn mereka2 ni..
agrhhh..nape touching sgt ni..aiyoyo.. *lap airmata.. hoho
papepon ini semua dh tersurat n ketetapan  Dia...
di setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan...
so, this entry for all my lovely friends..
gua sayang lu semua !!!

moga ukhuwah yg terbina kekal selamanye...
layan video ni..berlenang airmata..huhu

Intersesi, Hwaiting !

salam, 18 ramadan..
pejam celik pejam celik..dah hari ke 18 kite berpuasa..
ramadan bakal meninggalkan kita..
harap ibadah kita semua diterima-Nya..Amin..

dibulan puasa ni,org lain seronok berpuasa dgn family.
shizuka terpaksa berpuasa di uitm..sobss (eleh,mcm tak blk rumah time weekend)
tu la pasal, sapa suruh tak blaja betol2 sem 1 dulu..kan ada repeat paper..
so, nak tanak kena ambik jgk la kan...

meja study shizuka..kemas tak kemas tak?

disebabkan jadual kls yg sgt TAK pack..haha..mana tak nye,satu kls je tiap ari..
kls shizuka dr 11.30 until 2 pm..every monday to thursday..
nampak tak betapa byk nye free time shizuka?? hehe
so,ada antara member shizuka buat part time..kat mcd and pizza hut..huhu

shizuka buat apa plk?? hihi.
disebabkan malas yg teramat and nak blk rumah every weekend shizuka mematikan hasrat nak buat part time tu..
bagi mengisi kekosongan waktu,shizuka tertungkus lumus menelaah..
haaaaa...jgn terkejot ye! igt shizuka ni malas sgt ke?
nak tahu shizuka menelaah apa...

TARAAAAAAA~!!!!!!!!!!

ini la yg dia yg telah menjadikan shizuka seorang yg rajin menelaah..huahuahua

novel grafik atau lebih mudah komik..kih3 

komik2 ni member shizuka yg punya..cik sarah and cik syasya..

depa kata ni baru sebahagian koleksi depa..mak aih..

ni cik sarah punye~~

shizuka mmg tak rajin nk kumpul2 brg cmni..

so,meminjam adalah alternatif terbaik..dr dulu sampai skrg..haha

mmg mencuit hati la novel grafik ni..sememangnya mengubat kebosanan time intersesi ni..

cop2,selain tu,shizuka tgk running man..pon sgt bez..

gelak tak hengat taw..

so, boleh nampak kan betapa free nye masa shizuka time intersesi ni..

pape pon,shizuka still do my best on this subject..

tak kan la nk repeat for the second time kan..

shizuka rasa ada keyakinan sikit and dah boleh paham subject ni berbenading dulu..

maklum lah kali kedua ambik..haha..kot2 boleh jadi pakar IT..sapa tahu kan..

so,kengkawan semua..mohon doakan shizuka ye!

hopefully meningkat la pointer yg semakin merundum tu..sobs..

Amin..

ok la..nak berbuka kali kedua..roomate dah belikan ayam penyet..nyum3..

teruskan beribadah pada yg Isa..

Salam ramadan al mubarak..

nota kaki: result sem 4 still tak bgtawu parent lg..sapa ada idea mcm mana nk bgtawu parent??